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A part which is connected to your viscera by threads of glue and every experience associated with those people felt by your inner subconscious and conscious being, connected to your nervous system and brain by every thought about them and it’s’ reverberation associated to them, connected by your soul and every journey you’ve had previously with them…
Tearing that out and feeling every single point of pain
Holding that entity with both hands cupped, in your palms; gently, lovingly, tenderly….forgiving and understanding as much of ‘it’ as you are able given the pain of it
…all along knowing that you must put ‘it’ safely somewhere, letting the universe water it, nurture it, feed it, flood sunshine upon it…for it to evolve in its own way
…all the while allowing the knowledge to unfold in yourself that there is no outcome
That relationship or those relationships may or may not ever evolve into something aligned with your journey …
But allowing it regardless
Ever in the beautiful knowledge that your journey is yours, to follow unrelentingly
And Theirs is Theirs to choose
I can only begin to understand your pain bro
But I’m sending you strength and love regardless and always
In the knowledge you are stronger than you could ever know
It’s like tearing out a part of yourself
A part which is connected to your viscera by threads of glue and every experience associated with those people felt by your inner subconscious and conscious being, connected to your nervous system and brain by every thought about them and it’s’ reverberation associated to them, connected by your soul and every journey you’ve had previously with them…
Tearing that out and feeling every single point of pain
Holding that entity with both hands cupped, in your palms; gently, lovingly, tenderly….forgiving and understanding as much of ‘it’ as you are able given the pain of it
…all along knowing that you must put ‘it’ safely somewhere, letting the universe water it, nurture it, feed it, flood sunshine upon it…for it to evolve in its own way
…all the while allowing the knowledge to unfold in yourself that there is no outcome
That relationship or those relationships may or may not ever evolve into something aligned with your journey …
But allowing it regardless
Ever in the beautiful knowledge that your journey is yours, to follow unrelentingly
And Theirs is Theirs to choose
I can only begin to understand your pain bro
But I’m sending you strength and love regardless and always
In the knowledge you are stronger than you could ever know
Powerful words !